/ audacious

Friday, June 29, 2007

today is our 19 months versary! (477 days)

i'm waiting for dear to come back from camp in the afternoon.
i misses him a lot.

my days had been all out boring. went to job interview yesterday with ql and sunny at club21. i'm so reluctant to work. i'm starting work on monday and i'm still having dilemma....
but i seriously need cash. designers are just damn poor la.

{10:29:00 am}

Monday, June 25, 2007

i've decided to post up a timeline of all my photos. and i've come to realize how adorable i was when i'm young. hahahaha.

all these are a few months old. see the last one, so young got cleavage ! haha.

1 year old birthday.

1 year old too.

2 years old birthday.

somewhere alr 2 years old too.

3 years old birthday.

somewhere alr 3 years old too.

4 years old birthday, at my childcare. i wonder what had become of those ppl in the pic. haha.

5 years old.

6 years old. i just drop my front tooth. so all the pics then i dun dare to smile big. haa.

7 years old. from seven onwards my face start to slim down a lot. which i really hate. i think primary sch period is the ugliest time of my life. eww.

8 years old. my dad always love to take me to different places to do photoshoots. which i dun like at that age cos he always take such a lot time to take a shoot and i have to consistly keep my eyes open ! and stay in those stupid pose for so long. but i guess that's what trained me for photoshoots. haha.

9 years old. skinnier, darker eye bags.

10 years old. i start to look like some third world country kid.

11th birthday. okay, i look ghostly. now i know why i have all those nicknames in those days.

12th birthday.

13 years old. zm will kill me if she knows i post this up. haha.

14 ! me and ql. aww. i misses those times.

15 ! we look so toot lar. and i really cannot take long hair. so ugly.

Sec 4:

may 04. my face is just damn fat. but i misses my fat fat face. sob.

may 04. again, i hate long messy hair.

june 04. a day after i cut my hair damn damn short.

july 04.

august 04.

26th august 04. crazy times when i paste snoopy plaster on my face just because there's a scratch on it.

4th september 04.

1st october 04

10th november 04. in the midest of O's. haha.

23 november 04. one day after O's !

Prom.

a few days before O's release. i guess me and ser is just damn bo liao. haha

teacher's day.
i guess 17 was a hectic year for me. work work and work. but its meaningful though cos at least i'm doing smtg. not like secondary, slack everyday. haa.
and i got to know dear when i'm 17 !

my 18th birthday !

back to black hair

my messy permed hair.

one year anniversary ! rebonded jet black hair !

and 19 years old is back to short hair. haha. i'm lazy to post up my recent pics. so i guess i dun really change much thru out the years except my appearance. my features are somehow still the same.

wow, and i posted so much pics. hahahaha.

{10:40:00 am}

Friday, June 15, 2007

i'm kindda into reading abt serial murderers recently. actually, i've always been.

but i just read one and found it kindda hilarious. and very sick.

well, its Edmund Kemper also known as The Co-ed Killer.

"On August 27, 1964, Kemper shot his grandmother while she sat at the kitchen table..... When his grandfather came home from grocery shopping, Kemper shot him as well. When questioned, he said that he "just wanted to see what it felt like to kill Grandma and Grandpa." Kemper was just 15 at the time."

"Between May 1972 and February 1973, Kemper embarked on a spree of murders, picking up female students hitch-hiking, taking them to isolated rural areas and killing them. He would stab, shoot, or smother the victims and afterwards take the bodies back to his apartment where he would have sex with them and then dissect them. He would often dump the bodies in ravines or bury them in fields, although on one occasion he buried the severed head of a 15-year-old girl in his mother's garden as a kind of sick joke, later remarking that his mother "always wanted people to look up to her.""

"In April 1973, Kemper battered his mother to death with a pick hammer as she slept. He decapitated her, raped her headless body, and used her head as a dartboard after putting her vocal cords in the garbage disposal. His murderous urges not yet satiated, he then invited his mother's friend over and killed her too, strangling her."

the underlined = sick and funny at the same time. fancy him taking out his mum's vocal cords ! so that she won't scream at him while he used her head as dartboard? okay, i'm mean.

oh, and at the same time, there's another serial murderer in the same town as Kemper, Herbert Mullin. he's totally insane too.
" Kemper and Mullin were briefly held in adjoining cells, with the former angrily accusing the latter of stealing his body-dumping sites." (cos the police mistook some of Mullin's victim as Kemper's) haha.

omg, i found one that's totally sick. eww.

Ed Gein,
Childhood:
"Augusta(Gein's mother), who was a Lutheran and fanatical, drummed into her boys the innate immorality of the world, the evil of drink and the belief that all women (herself excluded) were prostitutes and whores. According to Augusta, the only acceptable form of sex was for biological reproduction/procreation. When Gein reached puberty, Augusta became increasingly strict, once dousing him in scalding water after she caught him masturbating in the bathtub, grabbing his genitals and calling them the "curse of man".[2]"

Arrest
"Police suspected Gein to be involved in the disappearance of a store clerk, Bernice Worden, in Plainfield on November 16, 1957. Upon entering a shed on his property, they made their first horrific discovery of the night: Worden's corpse. She had been decapitated, her headless body hung upside down by means of ropes at her wrists and a crossbar at her ankles. Most horribly, the body's trunk was empty, the ribcage split and the body "dressed out" like that of a deer. These mutilations had been performed postmortem; she had been shot at close-range with a .22-caliber rifle.

Searching the house, authorities found:
-human skulls mounted upon the cornerposts of his bed;
-human skin fashioned into a lampshade and used to upholster chair seats;
-human skullcaps, apparently in use as soup bowls;
-a human heart (it is disputed where the heart was found; the deputies' reports all claim that the heart was in a saucepan on the stove, with some crime scene photographers claiming it was in a paper bag);
-the facial skin of Mary Hogan, a local tavern owner, found in a paper bag;
-a window blind pull consisting of human lips;
-a "mammary vest" crafted from the skin of a woman's torso;
-a belt made from several human nipples, among many other such grisly objects.

Gein's most notorious creations were an array of "shrunken heads." Upon investigation, these turned out to be human facial skins, carefully peeled from cadavers and used by Gein as masks."

hmm. he might be a rather creative fashion designer from the way he made the vest and the belt. haa.

{8:13:00 pm}

Monday, June 11, 2007

well well, the rest of the pics.

mei mei de miss chong jie jie with her mei mei de poster. pretty right? done by me that's why ! ( i meant both the poster and the person, i did her make up and picked her dress ! hahaha )okay, sunny say i must credit him for shooting this shot. haaa.

okay, we are trying to act like those "kids these days". wahahaha. which i conclude, my eyes are going to drop out if i roll it any further. haha.
oh, and we do not need any fake eyelashes, coloured contacts and liquid eyeliner to have eyes this big !

ser is balancing wallets with her head.

me and dear !

and it wraps up the day !

{12:46:00 pm}